I was reading the About Me page of my blog, and it seems my perceptions of myself have changed somewhat.

In particular, certain statements now ring false to me (and they have been removed).

…no small part of the pleasure I get out of being womanly comes from the guy inside me quietly observing and enjoying Jane’s exploits from within…

Statements like those, and others that imply that I am there for the pleasure of my male half no longer correctly portray how I feel.  Janie’s sexuality is now her own, and she does her thing for herself.  My guy side simply fades into the background when I am a girl.

My two sides got along just fine before, and get along equally well now, but differently.

It is a significant psychological shift, because it is no longer the male side of me whose pleasure determines my actions and feelings; as a female, I am looking for my own feminine fulfillment.

I have become emancipated…

Just becoming Janie used to be a huge turn-on; that clearly implied that it was the guy’s party back then.  Now it is just who I am.  Now, it’s what I do and with whom that creates the arousal.

I think that’s a much healthier state of affairs.