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10

Model T-Girl – Modeling

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Since I started up this new site, I have scarcely had enough time to put into my modeling efforts. I haven’t even managed to introduce my blog readers to the photos I have posted in the modeling section of this site from shoots I have already done.

Well, today’s the day.

This will be the first in an intermittent series on the photos in my modeling portfolio.

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Sep

19

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17 of 19 © 2011 Connie Tsang; model: Janie Black

“I see a spectrum with cross-dressers on one end and transsexuals on the other. I think I’m somewhere in the middle, so I call myself a T-girl. Someone else has said I’m bi-gender. You can put whatever name you want to it, but it’s somewhere in between those.” – Claire Black (Janie)
Sep

10

Trying It

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18 of 19 © 2011 Connie Tsang; model: Janie Black

“You start to realize that if you don’t do something that you are wondering about now, you will never have a chance. It’s a very common theme among all the girls I’ve met who start doing this in their middle age.

Today, I think the younger people are starting a lot more to play with their gender, but that’s the generation after me. Among the t-girls that I know, every single one except for me, had thoughts about this when they were a child – either tried on their sister’s clothes or mother’s clothes, did something for Halloween or whatever, really liked it, thought about it again when they were a teenager, but never really could do it or whatever, for the guilt or pressure, until the middle age. Me, I’m the only one who has never thought, for one second, about doing this my entire life before I actually started doing it at this age.

– Claire Black (Janie)
Aug

29

Mirror

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16 of 19 © 2011 Connie Tsang; model: Janie Black

“When I wake up in the morning, it’s always an interesting thing for me because I have a big mirror beside my bed, so when I open my eyes, sometimes I see a guy, and sometimes I see a girl. It’s a very strange thing, you know?” – Claire Black (Janie)
Aug

22

Understanding

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15 of 19 © 2011 Connie Tsang; model: Janie Black

“One of the things about doing this is I just have gotten a completely different appreciation of what women do, what women are, what they go through, all of those things. If I forgot my phone in the car, or I have to feed the meter or something, running out to my car in heels is different than running out to my car not in heels, y’know?” – Claire Black (Janie)
Aug

17

As It Comes

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14 of 19 © 2011 Connie Tsang; model: Janie Black

“I prefer if I can [spend the day as] the person I feel naturally. But sometimes I can’t, either because I have obligations as a guy, which is not as hard for me to deal with, or because I don’t want to miss an opportunity to go out as a girl when I have the chance. If I force it, I just end up feeling out of sorts.” – Claire Black (Janie)
Aug

11

Special

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13 of 19 © 2011 Connie Tsang; model: Janie Black

“I don’t feel trapped in this body… I find that being both sexes is nicer than being just one alone. I think it’s special in a special way. In a different way, it’s a special thing. A lot of people don’t understand it. A lot of people can’t handle it. A lot of people don’t like it. But for those that do, it’s really something unique and special.” – Claire Black (Janie)
Aug

06

Nature-Nurture

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12 of 19 © 2011 Connie Tsang; model: Janie Black

“I started doing this, I guess, 4 years ago now. I’m still not sure, even today, if this is something that I’m doing or something that I am. It’s a really big issue for me, because if it’s something that I do, then I have to start asking questions about why I’m doing it. Is it productive? Is it self-destructive? Is it procrastination? Is it guilt? Is it not right? Are you true to yourself? All that kind of stuff. But if it’s something that I am, well, that’s what I am, and I might as well just stop the pretense of a lot of things. But I don’t know that yet. I really don’t.” – Claire Black
Aug

05

A Natural

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11 of 19 © 2011 Connie Tsang; model: Janie Black

“I saw this girl riding her bike, and I looked at her and I thought, “She’s just dressed in a tank top and jeans and those Birkenstock sandals riding a bike somewhere, just in nothing, just whatever. She’s gorgeous. She’s just so beautiful, and she had to do nothing to be beautiful. It didn’t matter what she wore. She was feminine. You knew she was feminine from 10 miles away, and it didn’t matter. I thought about how I would look if I dressed like that. I’d look like a dock worker.” Claire Black (Janie)
Aug

02

Heels

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10 of 19 © 2011 Connie Tsang; model: Janie Black

“It was an absolutely amazing feeling, the first time I wore high heels. It’s almost like someone’s lifting you up and putting you into a vulnerable position… You are put up into a position that’s not natural. It was really kind of an interesting feeling. It was arousing. It was exciting. It was different. Claire Black (Janie)