dysphoria

I have spoken in the past about the feelings of discord that come from seeing my masculinity contaminate the feminine image I seek to project.

I have offered thoughts on the concept of shame and implied gender chauvinism (as in, “Why would you do that to a perfectly good guy?”).

But, I am coming to a different realization these days…

I don’t think it has anything to do with demeaning the male inside me, delusion or questions about the validity of my femininity.